I'm sorry

But I don't think I'll be able to post anymore. The personal things that have been happening have gotten bad enough that I don't think I can really continue to make this anymore... Sorry for anyone who was actually reading this...


Ackley Dark Out~

Wow...

How the time flies.


Sorry about not posting everyone. I've been busy with personal stuff. Also I haven't been dreaming at all recently... I kind of miss the dreams... Wow... a lot has happened since I last posted... jesus... I have a lot of catching up to do... huh... So uh... how has everyone been? I've been... okay.


If I'm feeling up to it I'll post about what all has been going on.


Ackley Dark Out~

Cause I was bored.

I decided to go with a friend of mine who is still in college, and go to his Intro to Logic class. Hmm... interesting... but I'm sitting here right now on my laptop and only half paying attention. Gooood times. God I have to say, I hate Valentine's Day. I mean... jesus... I was just fucking dumped this week and now it's time for the "most romantic day of the year" Hip hip hor-fucking-ray.


That's all for right now. Maybe something later. Maybe.


Ackley Dark Out~

Was away

Sorry I went on a little trip with Emi... and... well... at the end of it... she dumped me...


God... I feel... no... not sad... numb...


I haven't been dreaming at all recently... I... I miss the dreams actually... even the scary ones or the disturbing ones... it's better than not dreaming at all... I... I feel empty...


Well I've been listening to music a lot and watching movies to distract myself... I haven't slept (during the night) for the past three days... I've only been able to sleep around 2 PM or so and then I'll sleep till about 10 PM...

Ackley Dark out~

Soundly

sleeping.

That's what I did last night! It was so nice... In fact I slept so well that I didn't really even dream last night!

Sorry for anyone who was looking forward to a new dream. :3 lol well I'm going to go eat a late breakfast/ early lunch with Emi now. See you all later!

Alley out~

In Which I Napped

Sorry yeah, I only had a nap from around 2 PM to 6 PM. When I woke up though I was feeling a little drowsy and as I sat up I thought I saw something at the closet door, just a fleeting glance at what might have been there. I quickly got up and walked to the closet and opened it all the way. Staring back out at me from the darkness was the thing from my hallucination. It leaned closer, never leaving the closet, and I heard it whisper something... "I am the rake..." And I felt a sharp pain in my forehead before I passed out (probably just long enough to fall and hit the floor before waking back up). When I woke up I was laying on the floor with the closet door open infront of me. As I sat up, I saw that it was empty. God damn it... I think I'm going to not mess with any of that Slendy/ Rake crap for awhile now, I'm done with it... at least for right now... I need to get back to a normal sleep schedule.


Alley out~

Ooooohkaaaay.

I think I might need to go to bed. I just had a hallucination. Sooooo yeaaaaah... there's that.


I was sitting here at my desk, just surfing youtube, when I heard the closet door open. (yeah scared the crap out of me) When I turned around the door was open only a few inches, but I swear I could see something looking out of the closet, and no it wasn't the cave creature. This thing had deep black eyes, an almost wire thin mouth that went from cheek bone to cheek bone, and was very thin overall. I thought I could smell something foul for a second, but when I blinked, it was gone and so was any trace of any smell.


Yeah I think it was a combination of all the Everymanhybrid I've been watching and my looking up the creepy pasta of The Rake that caused this hallucination, along with my lack of sleep... yeah I sort of lied yesterday, I didn't have a dream last night cause I didn't go to sleep... the waking dream from before that just... well I just couldn't bring myself to sleep... I'm saying that all those were factors because the hallucination fit the (admittedly vague) descriptions of The Rake.


Oh, and the door was open, but I asked Emi and she said that it had been open for several hours since she changed into night clothes, so I also hallucinated hearing the door open. Good times.


Alley out~

Doubt it.

I don't think I'll be sleeping tonight. Not because of anything bad, I just drank a bunch of Dr. Pepper and ate a bit of candy. (good, fancy candy too!) Oooooh just found a cool band. I mean JUST found them. Beat Circus. Awesome band. = ]


Hmm... what to do... what to do... More music and reading graphic novels! Probably break out Ubu Bubu and read it again.


Alley out~

Hell by Streetlight Manifesto

No Dream Last Night.

Yeah pretty self explanatory there. X D


Well I'm gonna go play the Killzone 3 Beta for now and then head to bed. See you all tomorrow!


Alley out~


Edit: also, good song by Man Man.

Double Edit: Better song by Man Man.

In Which I Slept

Okay the title might seem weird... or stupid, but there's a reason for it!


I wake up, IN MY BED. Yeah, my normal bed, nothing seems out of place, Emi is sleeping right next to me, the alarm clock is where it should be, though it is blinking 12:00 at me, meaning the power cut out at some point, but is back.


I slowly got up and out of bed, heading for the hallway, planning on going to the kitchen
______________________________________________________________
| Bed                                       |   clo-    |               |        Kitchen stuff     |
| here                                      |    set     |              |                                 |
|                                           \                |              |                                |
|                                             \              |              |                                |
|            Bedroom                      |_______|              |                                |
|                                               |        Bathroom     |             Living room  |
|                                    ward- |                           |                                  |
|                \                     robe |            \              |                                  | 
|______        \_______________|___         \_______|                                  |
|                                                                                                            |
|             Main Hall                                                                    \             |
|_________________________________________________           \______|
                                                                                      Front Door


So yeah, there's a basic layout of our apartment. Small, but I like it.


Sidenote: It was a B*TCH to create that layout of my apartment.


Well as I step out into the hallway I hear something back in the bedroom. I quickly turn around and walk  back in, to see the closet door open. I slowly walk over to the closet and as I open it, I see a hole in the wall.  The hole is only about four feet wide, by four feet tall, but the weird part is, it's against the wall leading to my bathroom. I turn on the light above me and kneel down, looking inside. Instead of seeing the bathroom on the otherside, I just see darkness. I hear something scuttling inside of the hole and suddenly the thing from the cave comes crawling out as fast as it can (I'm guessing, cause it was damn fast) and tackles me, shoving me to the ground. It leans close to my ear and hisses before I hear it whisper something... It said "Our world is here..."


I woke up as soon as it finished saying that.


So yeah... it was creepy... That's actually why Emi and I spent the day at the mall... I just didn't want to be in the apartment... Oh, and no, there's nothing actually wrong with our closet... but yeah... still creepy. :\

Such a Bad Idea.

That is, reading scary stories before bed. X D Yeah, since my friend is such a big fan of Slender Man, I decided to look up more of the slender blogs and slender vlogs and watch them. OMG I love Marble Hornets, can't wait to see where it goes. Everymanhybrid is great too. = ] Tribe Twelve is pretty good too, and has gotten much better recently. As for blogs, I like Dreams in Darkness and Dare 2 Die. I'm so sad that Dare 2 Die is done... bye bye Ulryc.


Ooooh and because of Everymanhybrid, I looked up The Rake. Creeeepy. Oh but it's too bad that I've only found one creepypasta of it. I'd like to see more stories with him in it. : \ Especially since it seems that Everymanhybrid is fleshing out his powers and attitude some. E:


Yeah I don't think I'll sleep well tonight.


Oh and for those of you who were wondering where I was today (thursday that is) I spent the entire day at the mall with Emi. Also, yes I had a dream last night, will I post it? Hmm... maybe... probably... maybe in a little bit.


Well that's all for right now.


Alley Out~

In Which I Shop

I wake up in my dream last night in The Dark Room and directly infront of me is a door that looks like it leads out to an alleyway. I quickly walk through since there was no point in just staying in The Dark Room.


As I walk out I look around and, indeed, I am in an alleyway. The ground is cobblestone and the buildings look like they're an older style of construction. I walk to the end of the alley and look out onto the street and see that everything looks like it's straight out of Sweeney Todd. I mean, it looks like that style of buildings and manner of dressing.


I start to slowly walk down the street and eventually make my way to the market. I start looking around at what everyone is selling and make my way to a person selling fruit. I reach into my back pocket and realize I have a coin purse. I pull it out and pull out what looks like a dime made of gold. I hand it to the man at the market stall and take what looks like an apple, but bigger than any apple I'd ever had before. As I walk along I start eating it, the juicy "apple" tasting sweeter than any apple I'd ever eaten before.


As I walk along I see what looks like a message board and walk up to it, looking over the papers on the board. I see a group of papers that look like wanted papers. On one of them I see my face and below the picture is a number with a lot of zeros behind it below the numbers was an explanation for why I was wanted. "wanted dead or alive for the use of magic". I panic and drop the apple and start to run, knowing that I was in danger if I were to stay there for too long. If a guard were to see me they'd probably kill me on the spot.


As I turn around the corner I run head long into a group of guards, knocking one of them down as I run into them. The remaining guards point their swords at me and surround me. "Stand up" one of them yells at me. I slowly get up, eyeing the swords. "Listen... I'm sorry... I didn't mean to bump int-" One of them interrupts me. "This is the man who is wanted for using magic!" The man who is obviously the leader of the guards looks fearful for a second before plunging his sword into my stomach. The pain is immense as  he drives the sword all the way through me and I fall to the ground. Everything goes black and I wake up, screaming.


That's all. As far as I can tell my dreams are one continuous story... though this doesn't make sense since I die in a lot of them... well I'll see you all later!


Alley out~

Below I'm just putting down a couple of quotes from stories that I really like.


"HATE. LET ME TELL YOU HOW MUCH I'VE COME TO HATE YOU SINCE I BEGAN TO LIVE. THERE ARE 387.44 MILLION MILES OF PRINTED CIRCUITS IN WAFER THIN LAYERS THAT FILL MY COMPLEX. IF THE WORD HATE WAS ENGRAVED ON EACH NANOANGSTROM OF THOSE HUNDREDS OF MILLIONS OF MILES IT WOULD NOT EQUAL ONE ONE-BILLIONTH OF THE HATE I FEEL FOR HUMANS AT THIS MICRO-INSTANT FOR YOU. HATE. HATE."


~AM from I Have No Mouth, and I Must Scream.


"I cannot think of the deep sea without shuddering at the nameless things that may at this very moment be crawling and floundering on its slimy bed, worshipping their ancient stone idols and carving their own detestable likenesses on submarine obelisks of water-soaked granite. I dream of a day when they may rise above the billows to drag down in their reeking talons the remnants of puny, war-exhausted mankind -- of a day when the land shall sink, and the dark ocean floor shall ascend amidst universal pandemonium."


~Dagon by H.P. Lovecraft



"Once my foot slipped near a horribly yawning brink, and I had a moment of ecstatic fear. I must have been musing a long time, for I could not see any of the party but plump Capt. Norrys. Then there came a sound from that inky, boundless, farther distance that I thought I knew; and I saw my old black cat dart past me like a winged Egyptian god, straight into the illimitable gulf of the unknown. But I was not far behind, for there was no doubt after another second. It was the eldritch scurrying of those fiend-born rats, always questing for new horrors, and determined to lead me on even unto those grinning caverns of earth's centre where Nyarlathotep, the mad faceless god, howls blindly in the darkness to the piping of two amorphous idiot flute-players.


My searchlight expired, but still I ran. I heard voices, and yowls, and echoes, but above all there gently rose that impious, insidious scurrying; gently rising, rising, as a stiff bloated corpse gently rises above an oily river that flows under the endless onyx bridges to a black, putrid sea."


~Rats in the Walls by H.P. Lovecraft


"At Tara in this fateful hour,
I call on all Heaven with its power,
And the sun with its brightness,
And the snow with its whiteness,
And the fire with all the strength it hath,
And the lightning with its rapid wrath,
And the winds with their swiftness along their path,
And the sea with its deepness,
And the rocks with their steepness,
And the Earth with its starkness
All these I place
By God's almighty help and grace
Between myself and the powers of darkness!"


~A Swiftly Tilting Planet by Madeleine L'Engle

*facepalm*

Just realized I haven't posted anything today. Well almost needless to say, I didn't have a dream last night, though I actually did have a "waking dream" that was kind of disturbing. A waking dream is when you wake up, but your mind is still kind of in dream mode and causes you to hallucinate seeing something.

When I woke up I looked up and I saw the creature from the cave above me, standing on my bed and "looking" down at me. I screamed and closed my eyes, holding my hands up. I feel a sharp pain across my hand and as I open my eyes, I realize that it's gone. I still feel some throbbing pain from my hand and as I look at my left hand I realize that there's a cut all along my palm. It wasn't the creature, okay? On my right thumb was blood, meaning that as I raised my hands I did it so fast that I cut through the skin on my left palm as they lightly hit each other above me.

I do have to say that when I saw the cut on my left hand I was VERY scared for just a second before realizing what had happened.

Well I'm gonna watch "Lock Stock and Two Smoking Barrels" with Emi and then go to bed. See you all later!

Alley out~